Sun

here comes the sun
I'm crying as she comes
praying
she won't show me the scars again

I'd hoped they had healed
I'd dreamed they'd not remain

Her ray's filtering in
the valleys and holes
shown in shadow and high-light

I'd seen them gone
I'd felt them smooth

just a dream
just a dream

one I wish
I had never seen

~K

moving

Echo, of a door closing
in a room
expansive

contents packed away
all seems withdrawn

As I await
the day I have dreamed of

the day, I fear
the true transition
into my life
so dear

I know the universe
she's taking care of me
proven by the abundance
that continues to flow
towards me continually

beautiful to see
my dreams
fulfilled
in the most splendid of ways

the butterflies that float
in my stomach
are anticipating
a brand new way

a way to be
all essence of me
a way to enjoy
all the bounty
that the universe
can bring

the joys of traveling
my path
of help and service
to the world
my thanks falls
in the puddle
of tears

they are all that echo
within the room now

~K

The Shadow

I sit
sometimes in fear
of the person I could be
the abilities i have
so young
a large impact
I could create in time
easily

my intentions for good
my desires for love
my hope to improve the world

yet
fears of destruction

myself, or others

striving to release
as they hold me back
every step I take

feel as though
I flow on track

yet the fear
pulls and taunts
of the dark things I know
but long ago
I forgot that response

knowing my will
my intentions
my desires

why do i still
fear the fire

ego's hold
upon me
seems to be strong
taking a moment
I realize I was in the shadow
all along.


~K

My Phosphorescent Heart

(wow, it's been forever.. yep..
k i'll see if i can stay on the boat.
yea catching up posts! )

My phosphorescent heart
beats and blooms
in my core

under the light
of a nine month moon
the scars finally sealed

why do i know these things
tread this path so young

frolic along
pretend it's all good fun

my phosphorescent heart
wound within a tree
in the beats of the night
daylight it finally sees

a guide for all
i am to be

though no other it seems
is able to guide me

i look to my tree
it's has a flowers bloom

with it's beating trunk
this my be
my only signpost.


~K