Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Box of Evolution

the box of evolution
jump right in
the box of evolution
let the games begin

who had a tail before
could be you or me
the whale knows even more
and he's our extended family

some believe me not
this i know
it's easy to prove
let our DNA show

our hind-brain
another wonderful clue
to all the basic needs
does it best serve you
that reptile in us all
though, it's messed up rather quick
by alcohol

this may be hard for you to grasp
this may be hard for you to take
but our evolution is sure
as a fault like quake

we still are in fact
evolving and growing more
but additional limbs are not
in line for the door

our mind is the new realm
of pushing the limits
and our wonderful brain
has bearly begun to show
what is within it

our frontal lobe
personality of me and you
the beginnings of it's potential
barely seeping through

most recent mass
we have aquired
and it hold
so many uncharted paths
to consciousnesses pushed higher

this box of evolution
we are all in
don't forget it
and let the games begin.


(end with awesome monkey noises :D )


~K

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

re-invent

Ego crawling forth
it's lacking in taste
holding back the beast
barely wrestling free
unscathed

amazing how
one's patterns change

what does it survive on
what does it thrive on

re-invent
and accept
a new reality

vicarious instances
of a solely observed world
double think

see how
such a small portion
of our selves
creates our personal hell

re-invent
and accept
a new reality
a new reality

temptations lost in time
a forgotten realm
what do we strive to be
in our brainwashed society

delving into the depths
of the human psyche

what does it survive on
what does it thrive on

this ego beast in me
i'll tame the beast
ans set myself free.


~K

Sunday, December 6, 2009

This bed (blood,sweat, & tears)

(two updates?!! amazing!! you lucky folks you!)


this bed
it holds all my fears
all i hold dear
is released
in these blood, sweat, and tears

my release
is only found here
in the wake
of my deepest desires
in all that inspire

i'll place you down
protected
by my blood
my sweat
from all that i fear

in my bed
you'll find solace
in what i hold dear
lose yourself
have not a tear

they have all
been shed for you
the blood
already drawn
for you

i took it
in your place
my blood, sweat, and tears
so you have
a last saving grace

fear not
you are in
my scared space
as i have poured
every ounce of my soul
into this bed

to keep me whole
to keep me whole
it keeps me whole
carrying my soul

this bed
this bed of fear
this bed
of what i hold dear
this bed
of blood, sweat, and tears.


~K

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Black Out

I wish i could stop thinking
about how i feel like i fucked up
i wish i could stop thinking
about feeling like i've gotten stuck
what the fuck
did i do

this blank hole in my memory
what the fuck did i do
to make you act this way around me
that nervous twitch
was never there before
that long stare into the door
you never avoided my gaze before

what the fuck did i do
between my last memory of you
and waking up alone
what the fuck did i do

to make you put a hole in the wall
i did it again
destroyed another friend
did it by accident i know
only wish i have the memory to show

what i did
so i can fix it
so i can erase it
maybe i never can
and that's why

my mind
already did


~K

feh sappy and potery-ish junk, told you i have been busy with other stuff.