If It Hurts

Serpentine lines
flow on white flesh

sounds of chaos
stirred by the call

I never thought I'd miss you
but it seems we've left our
marks on each others minds

the beds still broken
duvet thrown away

I don't know what this means
I don't know if I want you
all I know is that I miss your smile
the person I trust, to allow
me to explore, all my desire

I listen to a favorite band
I think you know who
the song that had the worst memory
Now reminds me of you

I don't know what this means
if it means I want you
I need you
I crave you

All I know
is that I miss you
I know these words
will probably bring old hurts to bear
I can't help it though
I miss you
I need you to know
that I think of you
with kind thoughts and words
I miss you
I'm sorry if it hurts.


~K