remember me

(inspired by VKS dream)

you see it
you see it
in the way i move
you know you feel it
in the way i groove

you know
what i will become
you show
me the way to my path

you see it
you see it
in my eyes
you know you feel it
in moments i cannot describe

though i'll never remember
you must keep it alive
in your minds eye
i will be
i will be
i'll be the person i'm best
to be
to be

i had to let you know
in this state
it is the only place
where i can let go

to allow you to see
everything, i may be
hold on to it
remember well
as it fades away from my mind
yours is
the only
trace left

you see it
you see it
in the way i move
you know you feel it
in the way i groove

like a mask of death
the memory is gone
clean slate moves in
i'm filled with a vacant gaze

remember me
remember me

as i could be
as i should be

help me
to be
everything
everything
i would be

you see it
you see it
in my eyes
you know you feel it
in moments i cannot describe

remember me
remember me

as i could be
as i should be

help me
to be
everything
everything
i would be

A Vision (of you)

Given up
i'd assumed
finding someone
that could keep up
was as fruitless as
a wild Iris in June

here I am
Shocked and Amazed
relived as well
that i finally
don't leave someone in a daze

boldness
with such a grace
moves
across your face
An excellent mimic
a wonderful lead
oh such a rarity
no wonder I cannot sleep

My thoughts consumed
by a vision of you

my thoughts consumed
by a vision of you

two step here
and then a turn
perfect timing
you'd think we'd rehearsed
all eyes turn to see
the two that move
with perfect symmetry

a curtsy, a bow
night complete
i yearn for more
though i know
this is not
a one sided
curiosity
as your soft lips linger
haunting me

my thoughts consumed
by a vision of you

my insides screamed and cried
to have to say, good bye

my thoughts consumed
by a vision of you

Those eyes

I know those eyes
such familiar design
inner workings
a mind like mine

pinned with a stare
found my demise
my dreams it seems
have become living
before my eyes

how impossible now
to have restraint
against the perfect tease
take a step back
relax
find your mind's
original tracks

mind amok
I'm sure you know
i feel you moving in
senses crawling
I've forgotten the feeling
of my own skin

Succumbus

I want to
take you over
i want you
to know
what it's like
on the other side

i'll be
in control

succumb to me
let me be
the one who
makes you
lose control

make you writhe
make you moan
over the edges of a realm
you've never known

i know your firghtened
i know your scared
don't worry baby
i'm prepared

relax, let loose
i'll show you the way
be the obsever now
in the games
you would play

oh baby
succumb to me
come to me
let me be
the one who
makes you
lose it all

gently now, i'll guide you
harm, i never ment to
only finding new ways
to pleasure you
oh how i crave

adjust a little more
i'll distract your mind
to keep those senses
lost in my design
i'll release those desires
you try to hide

oh baby
succumb to me
come for me
let me be
the one who
sets you free

that's the way
you've fallen in
to temptation
at last
and now
your on this path
you'll never
want to
look back

oh baby
succumb to me
oh baby
come to me
oh baby
succumb to me
oh baby
oh
oh baby

follow through

consumed by my mind
no other it seems
could hold my thoughts
visions, sublime

cravings, yearnings
thoughts, once scorn
ravage the soul
body, only a thorn

worlds, entities
souls pass by
i see nothing
from my minds eye

(tempo change)

Inside a break
from these visions
i shake

(resume tempo)

thoughts consume
like a rose
like all forgotten blooms

(tempo change)

Inside i take
from these feelings
i know not
what to make

*sigh*

I'll follow though
I'll follow Through
I'll Follow Trough

I know not what to do

I'll follow though
I'll follow Through
I'll Follow Trough

What will it mean
when i follow through
when i destroy my view
when i become whole, anew

what do i have to do
to find release
make these images from my mind
finally cease

when i follow through
will i look to the mirror
and see
anything but
what i must do.....?


~K

Tearing (in two)

I wake up
from dreaming of you
i wake up
lying next to you
what else can i do
but try, to remove, these thoughts
of you

Tearing myself in two
all i want to do
is be friends with you

such realms you lead me through
music unknown
lands diverse
but such a large part of me dies
when you are perverse..

Tearing myself in two
all i want to do
is be friends with you

is it karma
is it fate
that i go through
these old patterns as of late
re-visiting old actions
with a twist
always find ways of preventing
the things you insist

tearing myself in two
all i want to do
is be friends with you

I've told
these things
i feel, you know
relentless you are
about voicing your desire

the line is drawn
bold in the land
but cross it you try
with the most devious of hands

my mind recolis
thoughts crack
as every part of my body
shrinks it's self back

All i want to do
is be friends with you
soon i will have no other option
other then
tearing you in two...


~K

Passion, Lust, Temptation

passion, lust, temptation
what a beautiful mingling
in this congregation
holding myself back
before i'm lost (in)

passion, lust, temptation

limbs entwined
what difficult thoughts
to release, from mind
but, continuing, i try

passion, lust, temptation

the alter i sit upon
watching my desires
prying myself away
avoiding the fire

how much longer, can i hold
avoid the task (of)
being bold
hiding the truth
locking myself, in cold

passion, lust, temptation

there it comes again
push the thoughts from my mind
though once again
they snake in
(there is a tempo change here... in case you can't tell... )
i pray

i can't

cave in

oh the world i keep from myself

but now
i fall
off the shelf

passion, lust, temptation
embracing fully
my inner salvation.


~K

last of my goodbyes

the scars, torn against myself
loving, hating, my reflection
you look to me for guidance

can't you see my pain?
once, you did
but now you'll never know
because;

it's the last of my goodbyes
a note, scrawled in pen
left clinging to the tile
a bottle, empty of asprin
spilled on the floor
a razor, covered in red
lies next to me

i wanted to say i'm sorry
but i couldn't find the words,
i wanted to call for help
but my mouth couldn't speak,
i wanted to say goodbye
but the pills started to burn

the last of my goodbyes
scrawled in hasty pen
as my eyes fail,
fail to see the blood,
the pain, flow form me

my reflection glows
the pain is gone,
i know now i could've gone on
but it's time,
time to say
goodbye.

~K

'Ello

Hi world!
alright so band info and shit will be posted on here.
for now it's mostly going to be a lyrics page.
Thanks for visiting!

~K