Tearing (in two)

I wake up
from dreaming of you
i wake up
lying next to you
what else can i do
but try, to remove, these thoughts
of you

Tearing myself in two
all i want to do
is be friends with you

such realms you lead me through
music unknown
lands diverse
but such a large part of me dies
when you are perverse..

Tearing myself in two
all i want to do
is be friends with you

is it karma
is it fate
that i go through
these old patterns as of late
re-visiting old actions
with a twist
always find ways of preventing
the things you insist

tearing myself in two
all i want to do
is be friends with you

I've told
these things
i feel, you know
relentless you are
about voicing your desire

the line is drawn
bold in the land
but cross it you try
with the most devious of hands

my mind recolis
thoughts crack
as every part of my body
shrinks it's self back

All i want to do
is be friends with you
soon i will have no other option
other then
tearing you in two...


~K