last of my goodbyes

the scars, torn against myself
loving, hating, my reflection
you look to me for guidance

can't you see my pain?
once, you did
but now you'll never know
because;

it's the last of my goodbyes
a note, scrawled in pen
left clinging to the tile
a bottle, empty of asprin
spilled on the floor
a razor, covered in red
lies next to me

i wanted to say i'm sorry
but i couldn't find the words,
i wanted to call for help
but my mouth couldn't speak,
i wanted to say goodbye
but the pills started to burn

the last of my goodbyes
scrawled in hasty pen
as my eyes fail,
fail to see the blood,
the pain, flow form me

my reflection glows
the pain is gone,
i know now i could've gone on
but it's time,
time to say
goodbye.

~K