Fragments

( another from the album "I Will Partake")

Pushing and pulling
frustration is coming in
actions staggering
barely knowing where to begin
the will to succeed
driving me, to keep trying
always

putting back
what's falling apart
putting back
what came from the start

put the fragments back together
fumbling
but it's now or never
edges blurring, more
struggling
the sense of urgency
is crushing me

putting back
what's falling apart
putting back
what came from the start
insipid

staples and seams
hold it in place
falling apart
almost no trace
of how they all connect
seems there's no way
to make it all stay

putting back
what's fallen apart
putting back
what came from the start
enervating

fighting to pull it back together
fumbling
pressure is building
i know it's now or never

Finally
it's the way it's meant to be
all has been done
for the pieces to fit
they'll fall no more
as i know
that can't be me

~K